by Tudor Moisa
From the fifth that the creator took him out to be a judge and from the fifth that it is called obedience, the creator created a body of beautiful stature.
From a healthy spine and hardworking hands to legs that run fast to generosity when a smile is needed, I uttered with my mouth all the limbs that make up a healthy body. And then I said in my mind: why do we need a flexible neck ?; eat, drink, and rejoice according to the lust of my heart, believing that I will be happy, not knowing the risk my body will face later. Each member began to suffer one by one; even the tired liver moaned helplessly. All I wanted was to look at nature with my own eyes and breathe fresh air into my lungs.
Seeing my legs tremble, I fell to my knees helplessly and began to pray to the creator of this body for help. He listened to my prayer and began the cleansing process giving me a new mind and strength in my knees to stand. He bent down and washed the legs, touched the liver, and cleaned it. Judging the judge he blew at me and the lungs started working again, he opened my eyes and I started to see, he touched my heart and it hurt. The cleaning also took place in the part of the spine, including the ribs.
To this day, I understand that even if it hurts, this cleaning process is needed as, without it, the body will not stand to take orders or function as it should. With the help of obedience, I learn how each member work and their well-defined role in them. I can say that, without judging, the presence of all the members is in vain and when a toe is missing, the mind perceives it as still there. Now it can be explained the hesitation to take steps sometimes.
So many questions and yet so many answers that are not comprehended: Why run barefoot when shoes are available to be worn?; Why do hands build handcuffs and lock themself in, when they should pick the lily and bring it to the body to enjoy its tenderness and fragrance or be ready to pick up the sword and fight for what is right?; Why go on your knees when the mobilization is given by the legs and the knees help the flexibility of walking and are a sign of reverence towards the Almighty? These are a few questions that are running through my mind while I see my body being cleaned and stitched where wounds need more treatment. All I’m thinking is how long does this process take and how many scars will be there left to be seen? So painful to see the body suffer knowing that the mind was not there when the body needed it the most.
I feel that I need to address to my body and to each individual member of the body a few things that were missed and will be beneficial in the future:
Dear body,
Never miss the teachings that you have received from the creator before even stepping into this world. Keeping your judgment clean, is one of the most important that has been left as a blessing to the body to say what is right and what is wrong.
You, ear, that can hear the sound, do not be stingy and stop the information at the door; Find a way to present that to the judge and then send it to the body to be processed and to be useful for growth.
You, spine, never complain about the weight that is put upon the shoulders never say that is not yours; it is for you too to keep the body straight.
You, hands, do not get tired of doing good, even if you do not feel, you are one of the limbs that the body uses to feed and even defend itself from the attacks around.
To those who do not complain, do not do more than is required, continue to help the body to be there when needed to do good. Mobility is very important.
You, small limb, continue to bless. Be careful not to kill with your words.
You stay awake and lucid all the time. When there is no answer get on your knees and pray.
You, neck, stop being stiff sometimes there is a lot of need from you. Learn from the spine when to twist and when to stay straight.
My heart, hear the sound sent by the ear and don’t harden. We all need life to be pumped correctly. For us, to function correctly is vital.
All that you receive must be checked in depth. To you, I say do not stop. We all need you to keep the body filtered.
Help me see.
Help me breathe.
Kind Regards,
The Brain
So, going back to the cleaning process, as I said, each member is cleaner one by one. One takes longer than the other to be cleansed, but I can already feel much more confident in what the Creator does for the body.
The big toe would say that it is too small to be cleaned, but it feels hot and hurts. I know that this will make it better and will strengthen the legs for future stability.
There is a Romanian saying that says “Where there is no head, woe to the feet” and it means “Where there is no judgement the body is dysfunctional.“
“What will He do to my heart? Will He keep the heart with the brain and the liver united?” From the joy that I have seen not long ago, now I see my heartbroken, betrayed and in tears helplessly. The heartbeats can be felt from time to time trying to look normal, but until its beating is fixed by He who created it or the heart is not changed by Him with a new one (in the worst case) the body will suffer and the brain can die.
I see clearly, without a scratch, that the damage done is not recognized by anyone who made the mistake due to lack of experience or control.
“Why does fear push judgment to do justice without consolation?”
I have embraced my heart today and I felt good, I was looking at my liver praying with a new mind so that the Creator to keep the body altogether. I am proud of the wind and rain that brought us closer.
A thought leads me to the places of my youth where I wore adult shoes for the first time. Slowly, I try to do good to others again, but I hear a rumour that the harvested lily species grows thorns, something I have never seen before.
The ear hears the heart’s plans and raises the alarm that reaches the triangular table where the strategies are created. Upon receiving the message, the heart feels helpless and asks the mind: “Am I a Creator’s puppet?”. The mind replies: “And if so, will you accept His plan?”
The shy feet enter the assembly of the saints and the Creator caresses them with sustenance: “I know your running” and comfort them with love. Then the legs complain that the hands are stuck to the lily and that the beautiful flower has now been moved to a pile of manure. However, the flower is stifled by the smell of the pile of garbage and cannot emit its beautiful smell, now identifying with the smell of the pile.
Here the Creator blesses the mind and the liver with goodness, and on the knees lies the new mind. The heart is constantly frustrated by the position in which it is placed and does not suit it. The body is not heartless, it is through filtered thinking that the body is just learning how to use the heart less.
I am seeing my heart willing to go into the no man’s land and I’m feeling weak but I know that the Creator is going to look after it. I have to see it smiling and I know that the time for surgery is close. I wished to have it close to me to see it when needed, but I can not force my heart in any way. I have also looked at my legs and they look fine; well, just about.
It hurts me to know that the heart is away even if I am tough with the heart sometimes; I appreciate the heart and look forward to having the confidence that I had again: boundless. “I’m waiting for you, heart”, I whispered to the heart in the night.
The Judge had his word and asked me to think as if it was for him to return to me and as if it was for him to be in debt to me. If the heart would’ve understood that the judge is like mind. Anyway, I can feel you in my arms again and I am happy somehow.
The ears are getting sharper and sharper at the sound. Listening to the creator and the new heartbeat, they feel confident in what they have heard and said that the heart will get better, it all depends on the heart now.
The connection between the brain and the heart is getting better, but dreams go from daylight to night and from summer to winter from the floor of the platform to the capture of steel. The hand is bitten by two wolves; one young and a beaten old. The hand must be cut off now otherwise the body will be affected. “Is there any way to save the hand? I do not know.”
I have tried to understand how eyes are working and if they are seeing as the Creator said that we should see, but the eyes are young and have little experience and they are not ready to see what I can think. So they need to wait for now until the time is right to judge approval.
I would throw slippers without thinking a second time; They made my walk difficult already and left my legs bare in the middle of the street after they have been carried for so long with no complaints, but they seem to protect the legs still and I will allow the mistake this time.
It is a sunny day and the feet quickly chose to put the statement about life on the table. At first glance it seemed correct but thinking deeper I understood that the statement was misspelt. And I thought to myself: The most precious thing in life is to be related by life (blood). Any contract signed in blood (life) is the closest to the unbreakable. People that have no respect for life (blood) will never be loyal. Don’t be fooled by traitors. The heart received it and the knees felt the same.
If you tell your mind that you are no longer part of the body, think about giving the blood back or he will take it by force. The blood of the body should never be spilt by its hand.
I will revenge the body even if that will mean to put the mind to do the dirty work spitting bitterness out of liver keeping the heart out of trouble.